lss for today

Beautiful Things
Tiesto

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got its hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got its hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

So many beautful things
So many beautful things

Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?

It was once my life - it was my life at one time.

and make it happen...

last song syndrome - remix of Irene Cara's "What A Feeling" from the Fashiontv Summer Session album.
yes, i am talking about flashdance. speaking of which, isnt j.lo gonna do a remake of this flick? i've heard that like three years ago, so i guess that didn't pan out. i dont think i've even seen the original. or if have, maybe it was during one of those betamax/vhs movie-viewing days at home. all i remember is that the girl was in tights. and of course, the leg warmers. hahaha!

anyway, i guess this song is sort of appropriate for me right now. there's a line in that song: "take your passion, and make it happen". problem with me is, i have so many interests. i am passionate about a lot of things. and what do i wish to happen? i hope i find out real soon. i remember sandy telling me back in november 2006 - before the end of this year, i will (finally) realize what it is that i really wanna do with my life.

i can't wait! here's to discovering. i'll keep you posted, of course. =)