density

i have to admit, i am somewhat dense. especially when it comes to people's perception of me. not that i really care about what other people think, but sometimes i get still get surprised by it. i wouldnt really know if someone likes me (and not in the romantic sense, mind you) or not unless he/she tells me directly. unless my friends point out the signs, i'll remain obtuse. seriously.

the reason i am writing about it now is because lately i realized that i ain't no mr. personality after all. then again, i would never be mr. personality, for i am definitely not ugly. hahaha!

going back, it's just funny how people go through all the trouble of just making you feel that they dont like you. if it were me, i'd say let's just take it outside. but i know that would never happen.

okay, given the fact that i have detractors (or dementors) of sorts, i would just like to request for one thing: make them smarter? please. i told my dear friend about my predicament, and she just said, "please. dont they know we eat stuff like this for breakfast? give us something more difficult."

it gets pretty tiring, true. but hey, i've been here for a long time. and i'm still here. ha.